the beginning

hye.
i just getting started with my new blog,a bit awkward because long time no blogging.
for the intro,you can know me as  yma,16,muslim..thats it. :)
since this is my first post,nothing much to talk just going to share with u guys bout my blog tittle that is "mask of whie sanity". i came out with this idea because i think mask of white sanity is a metaphore that is really close with us and every one have it. i think as human beings, we all are not perfect and decent like an angel, and we do have the feeling of anger,jealousy and always wanna be one top yet we also wanted to be  a nice creature as well till we tend to be good,u know like control our attitude,keep distance from doing bad things, be polite and stuff...and we do realise that the goods that we had done is being force by ourself and it doest even reflect our actual character.sometimes,in the middle of the night when i cant sleep, i'll think that am i hypocrite? hypocrite of trying to be a good daughter,a good sister,a good friend, a good society,and a good slave to allah? am i? but deep in my brain i know that i have made a right thing as well as everybody else.. u know, we cant follow our lust! and must overcome our negative side and coat it with all the positive thingy. this is the reality of being one of creature in the world that we cant denied.
so, i guess we all have the mask of white sanity,the mask that make us to be a better person,thus make a strong relationship bond with the society..and the mask that make our life more meaningful :')
lol,sorry for the crap and follow me if u want to :)

-yma