azam tahun baru 2013

people, i dont know why im writing this down so yeaaa..

my azam tahun baru are...

*complete school homework without copying friends.

*make more new friends and be nice to everyone.

*study hard

*never study last minute for exam! start from now!

*try not to dismiss solat fardhu.

*pray more,learn more

*go to amali in order to get my L license (goshhh,malas nya)

*puasa sunat+diet (im becoming fatter day by day -,-)

*improve my english

*rock the school since this is my last year.

*break the school rules.

*find my soulmate (ecehhhh,im still young)

*make a great and wonderful memories ever that i can tell to my grandchildren ;)

*join all the school activities,ALL! lol.

*contribute to the school.

*celebrate my sweet seventeen with my bestiest crazily.

*make sure this year will be the perfect year

*9A+ inshaallah :)

*prepare the life after spm.

gonna miss my zamrudians :'(

i just found out that i will be in 5 berlian next year,and the worst part is,all of my best friend stay at our original class,zamrud. i dont know how to face and go through the first day of school. i hope last year incident wont happen again when i cried at the tapak perhimpunan because of khairol transfer to perak. i really have no idea why the teachers must shuffle our class and why im the choosen one to tersenarai in that list. but if this thing is for the sake of spm,well...i accept it even its hurting.
actually a lot of things ive plan to do with my zamrudians, we even prepared our seats and everything. since like nexr year will be our last year of school, i wanted to make it the most  meaningful memories,really going to enjoy it. but whatever it is, i still gonna make my year in the new clas. *so lazy to find new friend :(  hope next year will be the good year for my changes :) will post about my azam tahun baru tomorrow.
last word,i really gonna miss my zamrudian A LOTTTT..



-yma.

somebody that i used to know

hye :)
hahaha,
so,as all of you see,the title of my post today is 'somebody that i used to know'.
and yes,its a name of a song, gotye ft kimbara.
and i do really think that this title is related to what im gonna share with you guys today.
i once have a friend,like bff seriously.
but now, i didnt even talk to her eventhough we were in the same class.
i dont know what actually happen until we both acting like a stranger.

i lied x-(
actually i knew, we both fought because of her drastic changes, her attitude were totally different when we went for tuition during form 3.
i dunno how to explain,even some people didnt notice of it but as a close friend, i can see it, you know like the way she talk,sit,attitude during the lesson.
maybe because of the guys there,yaaa were study at 'all-girls school'.
but the thing that i piss of when she lepak with others friend,pretend that im not exist and treated me like shit.
day by day,she started to kutuk me and praising her new friend.
she didnt invited me to her birthday party,like our friendship mean nothing to her.
so i decided to keep distance and stop talking with her,merajuk konon nya,lololol,
but she doesnt care and i also make dunno.
after that day, i found new friends,a new gang,a new life :)
p/s: to my besties that had transfer to ipoh,perak...i miss you dear,call me baby,lol, :p

-yma

great day.

hello..helloooo,
today, 12/12/12 is the last repetitive date that we will ever see.
and im glad that i had  met two youngster yang sangat ceria dan periang that really made my day.
actually today is my computer test to get driving license.. and it really freak me out,seriously.
when i get to that place, i was spechless,because my angka giliran is 122...and the number that time was only twenty sumthin. i was alone that time so i started to be peramah konon nya and it totally not me. i try to start a conversation with this girl but she was so sombong that didnt even look at me.
and i just wait there like a frozen chicken.. until this two girl that just came ask me some question.
i felt like we have a chemistry,lol.
then,we three walked to beryl's chocolate factory near the place at bangi.. and that factory opened just for lawatan and outsiders cant enter it sesuka hati.but we told the guard that we just want to buy some chocolate and he let us masuk. after bought chocolate we loitering inside that factory, and ada sorang kakak tu pelik and she asked kitorang dari mana la, kenapa ada kat situ la.. fortunately, she didnt chase us out.
she said that we special and let us join the lawatan.for free we get the oppurtunity to see the process of making chocalate. when we walked back to test place, angka giliran baru je naik fifty sumthin so we walk to pkns pulak. sangat la penat sebab tempat tu jauh sangat. we have our lunch there. chill chill mango, window shopping.and walk back to the test place and the angka giliran that time baru je ninety sumthin dan kitorang dah tak tau nak merayau mana dah. so terpaksa tunggu je. and at last i pass the test,so after this can merempit lahhh, lol.
even aku baru je jumpa dorang dua tapi rasa macam dah kenal lama.. if aku tak jumpa dorang,i cant imagine what im gonna do there, dah la dari pukul 9 till 2 kot.
thank god ada dorang,sangat2 seronok and nak lepak dgn dorang lagi.

-yma

famous question

hellooo people :)
okay,my previous post was about the idea of my blog tittle,and today i wanted to talk about a famous question,a question that we always heard. so,the question of the day is......
"what is your ambition?",ect.
im very sure that you all have heard this kind of question during the tadika time,primary school,secondary school,college and even you've becoming a grandpa\grandma surely your cucu also will asking this kind of question *ok,its too over i think,lol.





usually,the famous answer among the kiddo would be "i wanted to be a doctor" with the sparkling eyes.

and im sure many people doesnt know what their ambition is,but i dont really think it was a big deal if u still not sure about your ambition,you just go with the flow and enjoy your life.
wanted to shared a little bit about my ambition,that i newly figure it out in the starting of this year.
i actually interested in the psycho thingy but still havent decide whether wanna be a psychiatrist or a clinical psychologist. even these two job look like the same thing, but it isn't! there's a lot of specific thing that make me screw up.  whatever it is,my point is,it ia a good thing to have an ambition or a vision, but vision alone are not enough,you have to y suremake an effort and plan your life wisely in order to achieve your goal.no one can help you if you dont help  yourself. :)

-yma

the beginning

hye.
i just getting started with my new blog,a bit awkward because long time no blogging.
for the intro,you can know me as  yma,16,muslim..thats it. :)
since this is my first post,nothing much to talk just going to share with u guys bout my blog tittle that is "mask of whie sanity". i came out with this idea because i think mask of white sanity is a metaphore that is really close with us and every one have it. i think as human beings, we all are not perfect and decent like an angel, and we do have the feeling of anger,jealousy and always wanna be one top yet we also wanted to be  a nice creature as well till we tend to be good,u know like control our attitude,keep distance from doing bad things, be polite and stuff...and we do realise that the goods that we had done is being force by ourself and it doest even reflect our actual character.sometimes,in the middle of the night when i cant sleep, i'll think that am i hypocrite? hypocrite of trying to be a good daughter,a good sister,a good friend, a good society,and a good slave to allah? am i? but deep in my brain i know that i have made a right thing as well as everybody else.. u know, we cant follow our lust! and must overcome our negative side and coat it with all the positive thingy. this is the reality of being one of creature in the world that we cant denied.
so, i guess we all have the mask of white sanity,the mask that make us to be a better person,thus make a strong relationship bond with the society..and the mask that make our life more meaningful :')
lol,sorry for the crap and follow me if u want to :)

-yma